Claudia grabbed the jacket and the bag was in a terrible state but was not interested at all. He ran with all the energy that was inside, cutting the road to people and even cars . It was fast while the sun was slowly covered by a dark cloud. Manuel ran thinking, the desire to love and be loved. He ran a play for the future and perhaps a lifetime. For a long time had the next man in her life and she was not aware of it. And now that it was losing in danger of going mad. It was then, because he had to take it back, he had to tell him, was to love him.
The race was stopped just before the massive wooden door of the apartment of Manuel. Inside a light revealed his presence. He played strong, with violence. Two, three, four times. Nothing. But he was there: the light was on. He hit the wood of the door with his fist, hand tight, then with both hands felt a sharp pain. Insistently, shouting his name.
"Manuel let me in!".
Manuel heard his voice, was inexplicably happy to hear it. He pulled himself from Eleanor and went to open it.
"Why yell so much? And above all why did you come? "
Churches stupid, annoyed, angry, but happy to have her there, before his eyes. Inexplicably.
"I need to talk and I will not go until I will have it done."
"I think we've already said everything!"
"No, you said everything! I have not said anything and you have to listen. "
Perché Claudia insisteva tanto? Che ci tenesse davvero a lui? Tanto più che sembrava davvero disperata, lo guardava supplichevole e stanca. Gli occhi lucidi, le guance rosse. Sembrava vulnerabile. Sembrava triste. Ma era determinata.
“Ora basta Claudia, vattene!”.
La voce di Eleonora, appena comparsa sull’uscio, la colpì provocandole l’irrefrenabile impulso di metterle le mani addosso.
“Non mi risulta che questo appartamento sia tuo, quindi non puoi cacciarmi.”
Si voltò verso Manuel aspettando la sua decisione:
“Manuel dammi solo due minuti. Devi ascoltarmi e dopo, se vorrai, sparirò dalla tua vita. Ti prego..”, frignò. The expression of contracted
Manuel was melting, Claudia saw it rising and the blow
"Manuel Please, let me tell you how things really went!"
stared imploringly, her voice was as warm as always, and persuasive as ever.
"Get rid of Eleanor and listen to what I have to say."
"What? You have to leave you "- yelled pushing her out the door -" Manuel is now with me, can no longer be duped by your eyes from cat in heat. "
Claudia did not give any importance to these words, he watched and waited Manuel confident.
Manuel felt his heart beat so strong be confused with the sound of the thunder storm was coming.
"Go away!" He said without taking his eyes from Claudia and without betraying the slightest emotion.
"Did you hear?" - Said Eleanor triumphant - "Go"
"Not you, you!", Explained Manuel turned to his Eleanor.
Claudia's eyes came on again and my heart stopped for a few moments, began to beat normally. Eleanor took the bag, was destroyed. Manuel caressed her:
"I'll call you soon, do not worry. I have to resolve this once and for all! "Reassured Manuel.
But she did not feel absolutely the quietest: it was clear he had lost.
Manuel closed the door quietly. He did not know what to expect and consequently it was uncomfortable.
"Do not let illusions" - clear - "I'm not going to erase and rewrite the idea that I have for you, now it is indelibly engraved in my head and heart"
He admitted his voice cracking by a sharp pain. Claudia did not let down, would have clarified any possible misunderstanding and then he would decide whether there was still something to write.
"Okay, but you have to promise not to interrupt until I finish. I let them talk without comment and without replicas "
"I do not promise anything," he said angrily.
"At least try it!" He insisted Claudia.
Manuel went into the kitchen, put a coffee pot on the stove and waited for the coffee to come out. He felt dizzy, and needed to be polished. The coffee would wake up and would make his mental faculties intact. Claudia joined him and sat on a chair beside him. Manuel handed her a cup like a perfectly normal thing to offer you a cup of coffee after the bad words. She took it without saying anything as nothing was said Manuel. He drank it in one gulp even if it was hot and began to speak.
"When a few days ago you came to me and you opened your cuore, io ho creduto alla sincerità di ciò che mi dicevi anche se di motivi di dubitare ne avevo mille. Tu eri il ragazzo strafottente e sicuro di sé che in due anni di corso ha cercato in tutti i modi di rendermi la vita un inferno riuscendoci, tra l’altro, alla perfezione. E eri un dongiovanni incallito, ragazza dopo ragazza, avventura dopo avventura, andavi avanti così senza fermarti mai.”
“Ma...”
Manuel tentò di interromperla ma Claudia gli mise una mano gelida sulla bocca.
“Io ho creduto a te, alle tue parole, ai tuoi occhi commossi. Ora tocca a te, Manuel. Devi lasciare che io ti apra il mio cuore, devi ascoltarmi. Me lo devi”.
Manuel annuì e lei continuò.
“È vero, ti ho nascosto quello che è accaduto con Francesco ma l’ho fatto perché non volevo deluderti, sapevo cosa pensavi. Credevo di aver trovato in Francesco l’amore vero, quello con la A maiuscola, perciò ho aspettato che lui prendesse una decisione; nel frattempo ho continuato ad uscire con lui. Pensavo, e speravo, che lui avrebbe avuto il coraggio di chiudere con il passato e di iniziare con me. Ma quando mi sono resa conto che lui non riusciva a farlo, quando ho capito che non ero felice e che non lo ero mai stata davvero con Francesco, sono stata io a chiudere con lui. Ho chiuso con le sue incertezze, con i suoi dubbi, con il suo temperamento debole e immaturo. E quando finalmente I got rid of that burden, I had the opportunity to reflect on many things, I realized I made a lot of confusion, of ignoring emotions and feelings. I took some time to clarify my feelings and held me tight while the other night I had the certainty of knowing that he had already revealed itself in me that I wanted to Manuel and that perhaps you always wanted. That you were right when they accused me of not angry with you because I had courted the beginning. But it was necessary for me to live that relationship to understand that it was not anything important to understand that in my heart you were there. See, first it was like a dense fog prevented me to see what I really felt. I was wrong when I ignored the obvious, you were right about everything. You were right when you told me that Francis would not be the last man that I loved. Then I was blind. I had only looked behind and I saw what was before me. Yet, when there was so much I missed you. I missed the things that you could give me in a short time: the thrill of a kiss of a gentle hug, a look of amazement, the 'ardent desire .. "
Manuel was very concentrated and apparently detached. But that voice, those words .. how long had the dream! Claudia was moving slowly in his soul, the heart caressed, kissed his mind.
"Manuel" - sussurrò prendendogli la mano - “Io sono innamorata di te!”
Manuel deglutì a fatica, un uragano di emozioni lo investì. Si alzò dalla sedia avvicinandosi alla finestra. Una leggera pioggerella stava cominciando a scendere, picchiettava sulla finestra e inzuppava ogni cosa.
“Il pensiero di perderti mi stava facendo impazzire Manuel. Ci ho messo un po’ a capire, ma dimmi che non è tardi”
“Lo è!”
Sibilò
“Perché?”
“Perché è … è una questione di rispetto!”
“Oh Manuel, io ti rispetto”
“Insomma Claudia, tu non puoi giocare con i miei sentimenti. To everything there is a limit and you're passing! "
Manuel was nervous, he began to fiddle with the shutter.
"I can not get involved again to you!"
"Why? I've never deceived: now you know, right? Now believe me, right? Do not punish me for something that has happened before. You once told me you'd have given anything for my love, well I'm giving it to you, do not reject it. " Claudia
approached him. Big tears rolled down his face. Manuel jumped back to avoid that contact.
"Are you nervous?"
"Nervous is an understatement" - whispered that Manuel intanto respirava a fatica - “Stammi a sentire Claudia, non voglio che tu mi spezzi il cuore”
“Potrei?”
“Sai bene che potresti maledizione. La mia ossessione per te mi sta rovinando, non mi riconosco davvero più!”
“A me piaci tanto così, io ti voglio così…”
“Tu mi sei entrata dentro e non riesco a mandarti via, accidenti!”.
Un urto e la tapparella cadde giù, rotta. La stanza si fece improvvisamente più buia. Ora Claudia era in penombra e più vicina. Sempre più vicina. E minacciosa, meravigliosamente minacciosa.
“Non devi mandarmi via perché io ti amo. Fidati di me…”
Claudia si avvicinò ancora di più a Manuel che arretrò, appoggiandosi alla parete.
“Mi vuoi ancora Manuel?”
“Sai bene qual è la risposta”.
Sì che la voleva, la desiderava pazzamente ma aveva paura di abbandonarsi a lei. Manuel ci stava mettendo il cuore, ce lo aveva sempre messo.
“Qual è la risposta?”, insistette lei, ora sicura e determinata.
“Io devo andare avanti con la mia vita, non posso permetterti di sconvolgerla ancora”.
“Questo l’hai già detto. Mi vuoi Manuel?”, lo sollecitò con il batticuore facendogli scivolare le mani intorno al collo e allacciandogliele dietro la nuca.
“Io Manuel and I want you to want me. "
He pushed against him until their bodies to match perfectly. He stood on tiptoe and touched his lips gently. Manuel could no longer resist. Slipped a hand through his hair Claudia and drew even more of her, kissing her hungrily. Claudia took off her shirt and slowly unbuttoned his shirt by sliding on the floor. Manuel felt the fire invade the veins. The blood began to beat louder. He took her gently in his arms and carried her into the room. The laid back on the bed and stood looking at it. Claudia skin was white and smooth as marble: he had never seen anything more perfect, and delicate. He ran his hands over the smooth surface of her back and unhooked her bra with pink lace. He stroked her, while shafts of light filtered from the copper-colored Persian wet from the storm, lighting up their bodies. Caresses, kisses, then Manuel sits on her holding her breath. Claudia opened her eyes enraptured, no one had ever touched so gently. Threw back his head won pleasure.
"I love you" - he said, kissing every inch of her body - "I love you."
He repeated as he entered her.
They made love with gentleness and love, kidnapped by an incredible feeling, the magic of it forever.
Più tardi, distesi sotto le lenzuola, lui le accarezzò i capelli,
“Non riesco ancora a credere che tu sia qui con me, nel mio letto. Non sai per quanto tempo l’ho desiderato…”
Claudia sorrise. Raggiante, emozionata, entusiasta e piena di energia.
“E ora? Cosa succede ora?”
“Io so solo che stringo il mondo tra le mani e non voglio perdere questa sensazione meravigliosa. Sensazione che solo tu mi puoi dare.”
Sussurrò Manuel.
Claudia lo guardò intensamente, studiò ogni linea del suo viso, ogni espressione dei suoi occhi:
“Ma sei vero?” - chiese alla fine - “Non sei un sogno da cui mi wake up? "
In response to Manuel involved in a long, passionate kiss. Claudia is left to him and wave of desire that pushed her into a gentle vortex.
"Is it truly a dream?" Manuel muttered as he entered her.
Claudia did not have the strength to answer, she moaned with pleasure and squeezed her arms around the back of Manuel. No, it was a dream. At last it was time for her to live a magical story. Finally he found that half of the completed and that made her completely happy.
